Next month is December and I've been waiting all year for this time of the year. Christmas is coming and I'm already excited for it. I'm in the Christmas mood 🎄 . It's such a beautiful time of the year for me and my family. This time of the year excites me the most. What about Christmas that excites me? To be honest, it was never about the presents. It's about the time where me and my whole entire family gather together to celebrate this time of the year. I like where we would just sit in one whole big circle and open our presents together. And the food, ahmagad ! That I can't leave out man, it's so delicious. My mum would make my grandma's recipe and that is the Eurasian pie. It's the bomb, I tell you. My mum only does that once a year so it's rare :p well, in my family that is. I was suppose to make Christmas cookies this year but sadly the oven can't work. Well, there's always next year I guess :3 anyways, I can't wait to go Christmas shopping too :3 shop shop til I drop. I just can't wait for Christmas, you know. It's just the best time of the year <3 well, that's all for now. Hopefully I'll update my blog more often if I'm not lazy that is. Anyways, have a great day people :) 

- We're all a gift -

Well, this was my very first camp that I helped out.

And it was a great one.

We had so much memories.

I just didn't want this camp to end. 

There were skits to be done and

It was veryyy stressful.

No time to eat nor sleep.

But I can tell you, it was totally worth it.

Me and the team had a lot of ups and downs

but at the end, we pulled it through.

I can really say that they're my second family (':

I'm so happy that God put all of us together.

We supported each other through out the whole camp.

At the end of the camp, We laughed and was so happy

that our hardword was paid off.

It was indeed a good way to spend your holiday with the Lord (":

Something that is toally worth it.

- Life is beautiful ♥ - 

- Do you feel like a man when you push her around? -

It's getting better day by day.

I'm starting to think positive,

thanks to my best friends.

They've been very supportive and always

there for me.

Even when I get up in the middle of the night,

out of the blue

tears starts coming down.

I can always turn to my best friends.

Eventhough what time it is,

They'll stay up with me til I fall asleep.

Best friends are friends who are always

there for me through thick and thin.

They don't have to hangout with you every 

single time.

Even thought we don't go out that often,

They've always have my back.

My best friends has been with me since primary.

I met Hannah when I was std 1,

I met Natalie when I was in kindergarden,

I met Jasmine when I was std 4,

I met thasha just a few years back.

Well, it's not about how long I've been with them.

It's about no matter what happened

and what we went through,

We always forgive each other and 

still go through life together.

They and my family

are the only ones who

NEVER EVER 

broke their promises.

I was surronded by love all this time and

Now I realize that

and I'm very grateful to those who stayed as my friends.

If I say I was okay, 

I would be lying.

I'm going through a hard time now

but I'm getting back on my feet.

With no regrets or worries.

I'm just very thankful (; 

Anyways, TOMORROW YES!

I can't wait for tomorrow C: It's going to be a long day for me.

jogging with daddy in the morning,

Volleyball tournament,

shopping,

then MOVIE NIGHT C:

I seriously can't wait. 

For the very first time,
I'm not going for sports day

but here's too all the rumah's out there.

Good Luck ! C:

Let the best team winnnnn, it's all about funnn.

Don't forget about that.

- A new start -

A new start wouldn't kill right?

well, here I am.

Trying to make a change in life.

Nothing is holding me back, 

no more.

I've learn a lot this year.

Maybe it is meant to be.

I learn to forgive and accepted reality.

I wanna make a change.

Show a little love, 

give a little kindness

to change the world :)

I wanna care for the hopeless.

Well, I'm already starting off

but taking the orphans to watch

Iron Man 3 on may 12.

It might not be much but it's something alright :)

AND I should really start studying :p

I've been lazying around too much.

I should go out more often too.

Mid year exam is around the corner,

I need to work harder.

Well, It's a progress because I've been sleeping early.

Well, now my aim is to sleep at 10 now.

I wonder if I can ever pull it off.

I can if I try right?

Anyways, 

My brother started his college.

I'm so proud (':

I don't know why I'm so proud.

I'm just am.

A new start for him too.

Everything feels new this year, 

I do not know why.

 But I can tell you this,

It's not easy letting go.

But.. i'll be fine (:

Someday, I would.

So many things to do in life

and I should start listing them down. 

As they say, Life goes on.